As we head towards the holiday season, what are you preparing for? Happy gatherings with friends and family? Bright decorations hanging on the trees, walls and windows? Delicious kitchen aromas wafting by from roasts, sauces and pies? There is charm in all of this and special moments to cherish.
Many of us look back on such things with love and kindness. We experience a longing for the family/tribe we belonged to when we entered this world, the family who cared for us and took us in. Are you, too, expecting love and warmth from those around you this season?
So far in 2018, are you…
Not sure what to do next?
Want to move somewhere far, far away?
Reassessing your relationships?
Tired all the time?
Have crazy, vibrant energy early morning around 3am?
Find that friends are shifting?
Well, you are not alone. Welcome to the new paradigm of energy transformation.
It is the biggest shock, sitting in the doctor’s office, after taking a biopsy and hearing, “Unfortunately…” They don’t need to finish the sentence. One just knows. The days after were a blur of the mental scenarios, of perhaps one can be hopeful to be spared this fate. But it seems not.
Traditional medicine offers all sorts of causes and statistics and limited treatment options; chemo, radiation, Tamoxifen, mastectomies, and recently immunology along with all the reasons to follow the path of famous movie stars who have opted for this or that. “C” patients enter an alley of brainwashing and conditioning – appealing to the fears and “what ifs” with statistics that do not show the number of people who have actually died from such treatments, because they died from “complications of the treatments”, which puts them in a different category. The amount of money gained by hospitals, insurance companies, and the companies that manufacture those drugs is staggering.
When we only have 24 hours in a day we tend to try and do as much as possible. But have you noticed those days where you seem to spin your wheels and feel as if nothing was accomplished? You spent time working, yet nothing was completed. It can at times feel like an out of body experience. You know you worked, just have no proof that you accomplished anything.
I have been traveling all my life and this summer the dreaded “I lost my luggage” happened.
The emotions that poured and escalated and went through many changes of ups and downs left me breathless.
So I fluctuated between:
- No problem, the airlines will locate it
- It’s been 24 hrs and no news about my luggage
- Last time I’m traveling with this airlines
- What the **** it’s now 48 hrs
- Seriously, in this day and age of airport security they cannot find my luggage?
- I buy my 100euros of necessities which does not buy you much if you are in Europe (airline budget)
- It seems no one at the retreat I’m at wears my size of shoes …
- Who needs more clothes
- I’m grateful I have 2 items of everything and water so I can do laundry
- I am detaching from my belongings
- I’m letting go
- A few days more I was saying: What luggage?